tired of lying

wonder why me upset ?

it is becoz i dont know what to do

i think i juz can be your friend

not your girl

i cant force myself to in to you

becoz i keep remember of capital E   

altough

i n him only memory

i feel so badly

i cant keep lying u with those word

I LOVE U

i always and always telling u that becoz 

i think i can make u happy 

but me ?

feeling so badly    coz have to lie to you

seriously

i have to force myself to make my face 

altough in my heart 

i feel do damnly guilty

i swear i never want to hurt your feeling

but i juz cant do it anymore

i cry whenever i think about this 

i think i juz cant force myself to love u 

im so sorry

becoz i keep lying u 

tomorrow i will broke u up 

its not like im the selfish

but i really cant

im so sorry : REDHWAN FAHMY